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Correl Roush 2022-01-15 01:09:31 -05:00
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@ -7,3 +7,7 @@ I [[id:bd399ef9-9cc0-425c-8fc3-edf313a676f2][came out]] publicly as gender-nonco
in 2018. Since September 25th, 2018, I've been doing [[id:47ba16c3-6f29-4d66-8d0d-1d5dee2de36a][Feminizing hormone therapy]], in 2018. Since September 25th, 2018, I've been doing [[id:47ba16c3-6f29-4d66-8d0d-1d5dee2de36a][Feminizing hormone therapy]],
and it's been an overwhelmingly positive experience. It's a slow process, but and it's been an overwhelmingly positive experience. It's a slow process, but
there is absolutely progress. there is absolutely progress.
Similar to many other trans women, I put on a strong [[id:300b7d95-990c-4f61-99ca-42e6b7123c2c][Gender Performance]] as a
man, or what I thought a man ought to be. Not so much by hypermasculinizing
myself, but by trying to play the masculine role I thought I was meant to fill.

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@ -25,7 +25,7 @@ It is possible to rebuild yourself authentically from the darkest of places.
- Living with roomates - Living with roomates
- My [[id:0c3817d8-2fbe-4a91-bab2-b4abbb024118][Sex and Love Addiction]] - My [[id:0c3817d8-2fbe-4a91-bab2-b4abbb024118][Sex and Love Addiction]]
- Jen - Jen
- Crossdressing - [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][Cross-Dressing]]
- Therapy - Therapy
- Journaling - Journaling
- Miscarriage - Miscarriage
@ -37,7 +37,7 @@ It is possible to rebuild yourself authentically from the darkest of places.
* Topics * Topics
- Expectations - Expectations
- Escapism - [[id:92241371-3c99-494f-a518-41914e714cea][Escapism]]
- Isolation - Isolation
- Identity - Identity
- Solitude - Solitude

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@ -14,3 +14,10 @@ useless, emasculated, unwanted, and broken. It was in that low period of my
life, while I was stuck in my apartment alone while Jen (just my girlfriend at life, while I was stuck in my apartment alone while Jen (just my girlfriend at
the time) worked to pay our bills, that I really started exploring and finding the time) worked to pay our bills, that I really started exploring and finding
comfort in [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][cross-dressing]]. comfort in [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][cross-dressing]].
Jen would say I acted like a whole different person when I was presenting as a
woman back then. That never sat right with me, I felt more like myself if
anything. Perhaps that was coming from her having only ever known me as the man
I was trying to be, the performance. How could she know the real person
underneath, even if it was still just me, when I'd only just started to shed the
costume?