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@ -7,3 +7,7 @@ I [[id:bd399ef9-9cc0-425c-8fc3-edf313a676f2][came out]] publicly as gender-nonco
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in 2018. Since September 25th, 2018, I've been doing [[id:47ba16c3-6f29-4d66-8d0d-1d5dee2de36a][Feminizing hormone therapy]],
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in 2018. Since September 25th, 2018, I've been doing [[id:47ba16c3-6f29-4d66-8d0d-1d5dee2de36a][Feminizing hormone therapy]],
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and it's been an overwhelmingly positive experience. It's a slow process, but
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and it's been an overwhelmingly positive experience. It's a slow process, but
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there is absolutely progress.
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there is absolutely progress.
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Similar to many other trans women, I put on a strong [[id:300b7d95-990c-4f61-99ca-42e6b7123c2c][Gender Performance]] as a
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man, or what I thought a man ought to be. Not so much by hypermasculinizing
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myself, but by trying to play the masculine role I thought I was meant to fill.
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- Living with roomates
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- Living with roomates
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- My [[id:0c3817d8-2fbe-4a91-bab2-b4abbb024118][Sex and Love Addiction]]
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- My [[id:0c3817d8-2fbe-4a91-bab2-b4abbb024118][Sex and Love Addiction]]
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- Jen
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- Jen
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- Crossdressing
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- [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][Cross-Dressing]]
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- Therapy
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- Therapy
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- Journaling
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- Journaling
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- Miscarriage
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- Miscarriage
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* Topics
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* Topics
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- Expectations
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- Expectations
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- Escapism
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- [[id:92241371-3c99-494f-a518-41914e714cea][Escapism]]
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- Isolation
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- Isolation
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- Identity
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- Identity
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- Solitude
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- Solitude
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life, while I was stuck in my apartment alone while Jen (just my girlfriend at
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life, while I was stuck in my apartment alone while Jen (just my girlfriend at
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the time) worked to pay our bills, that I really started exploring and finding
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the time) worked to pay our bills, that I really started exploring and finding
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comfort in [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][cross-dressing]].
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comfort in [[id:325b3e32-6a92-481a-b5dd-8464f491856a][cross-dressing]].
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Jen would say I acted like a whole different person when I was presenting as a
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woman back then. That never sat right with me, I felt more like myself if
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anything. Perhaps that was coming from her having only ever known me as the man
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I was trying to be, the performance. How could she know the real person
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underneath, even if it was still just me, when I'd only just started to shed the
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costume?
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